Saturday, January 02, 2010
(,") !! ~ Happy New Year 2o1o ~ !! (",)
" .. first post in Year 2o1o . =) .. "
!! ~ Happy New Year 2o1o ~ !! to alL my felLow readers (i doubt i stilL have any . =/) . beLoved friends and famiLy . and to everyone i know . (",) .. "
" .. mmhmm . new year resoLution/s ? (".) . nah . its not my kind of thing to have one . =p . but overalL i just want to be a better person and live a better life this year . hehe . =) .. "
" .. wilL update about the countdown soOn after alL the pictures are done . =) . do come drop by soOn . ;-) .. "
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
(= . lunch -> karaoke . =)
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
" .. this bLog is so dead . mmhmm . :/ .. "
" .. anyways . baybeEzHing is back home ! . home in MaLaysia ! . (",) .. "
" .. let's seE whether i got time to keEp this bLog of mine active . =) .. "
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
" .. it's Spring now . here in AusSieLand . =) . purpLe spring . i must say . you seE Jacaranda fLowers / treEs everywhere . my loves (",) because purpLe is my favourite coLour ! . *wink* .. "
fLowers outside my garden ? (".)
" .. exactLy one more month left before i can go back to MaLaysia ! . *excited* . but i have to go through an unpLeasant month before i can step back to where i beLong to . :/ . asSignments and finaLs are sure driving me insane . let's just pray hard that i'm stilL in shape the next time you seE me back in MaLaysia . ("p) .. "
- pretty ! -
" .. tons to update . seriousLy . but i'm toO lazy + not to mention . super busy to update . my 21st birthday bash . thats a must to update but guesS i'lL wait tilL i have the time to do so . toO many pictures to upLoad . loL .. "
" .. the happy 21 baybeEzHing . =) .. "
" .. more to come . stay tuned ! . ;-) .. "
Saturday, October 17, 2009
" .. baybeEzHing found out there are 3 best pLaces to go for date in Brisbane . =) .. "
ferris wheEL in SouthBank
EagLe StreEt Pier
Mount CoOt-tha
" .. loL . just a random note . these pLaces remind me of L.O.V.E . (",) . wilL adD more if i found more pLaces . =) .. "
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
" .. crap . baybeEzHing is sick again . *cough*cough*cough* . :( .. "
" .. omg . i can sense that busy weEks are coming ahead . lab reports and asSignments are piLing up ! . oh no . i'm procrastinating again . not a goOd thing . i know . but . . . but . . . but . . . lazinesS . :/ . and timetabLe for end of semester exams coming out on Friday . can't wait . i just hope that my last paper won't falL on the 21st of November . *pray hard* . wanNa end earLier than that . if posSibLe ! . =) .. "
" .. dadDy and mumMy are coming to BrisSie soOn ! . *can't wait* . :) . and i'm turning 21 soOn toO ! . toO bad i can't ceLebrate it back in MaLaysia ! . wished i can thou . :/ . probabLy i shalL ceLebrate again with my besties when i'm back to MaLaysia . hehe .. "
" .. *hmmmmmmMMMMMM* . wonders who wilL remember my birthday this year ? (".) . wilL i get tons of smses and mesSages ? (".) . *highLy doubt i wilL* . :/ . wilL ' the juDge ' remembers my birthday ? (".) . i highLy doubt so !! .. "
" .. haha . aLright . i have nothing to crap anymore . feeLs like as if i'm taLking to myseLf . seE . its a sign that i'm sLacking from asSignments and everything . not goOd not goOd . shalL regain my momentum tilL i'm back to where i beLong ! . ;-) .. "
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Dear Diary,
probabLy i shouLd start picking up the hobBy or habit to write in this diary of mine more often . seriousLy . recentLy i've just found out that me being moOdy and alL the whining about the probLems that have beEn bothering me wilL afFect the emotion of others . i didn't notice that previousLy thou . wtf ! . i aLways thought that i'm not like the others . i DON'T WANT to be like 'them' . they carried their probLems on their face which i personalLy disLike . i wouLdn't mind you wanNa show that you are sad or having troubLes . but acting as if the whoLe wide worLd did something wrong to you is a big NO NO for me . so yeah . probabLy expresSing myseLf here is a better aLternative to whining to friends around me . or probabLy i shouLd loOk for my friends back in MaLaysia where they wouLd not be afFected much by my emotion here . :/
so . . . what's have beEn bothering me much you may ask . welL . . . deEp thoughts about coming over to AusSie is one of the things . seriousLy . coming here realLy taught me aLot of thing . not like i'm not happy . just that the lesSon is crueL . like everyone has beEn trying realLy hard to telL me . LIFE IS CRUEL . so yeah . i do beLieve it now . peopLe around wearing a mask . showing their poker face . o.O . probabLy i won't deny that i do that toO . but yeah . knowing and seEing others are seriousLy making a huge impact in myseLf
i couLd not beLieve peopLe can backstabBed just because i treat other friends better than him / her . it's realLy heartbreaking when the person i'm taLking about was a person where you seriousLy think that he / she can be your goOd friend . why he / she has to do that ? (".) . out of jeaLousy ? (".) . or my attitude realLy bothers that person ? (".) . it is a very chiLdish and imMature act for that person to backstab just because of these f*cking reasons . peopLe who are trueLy my best friend wouLd not do these kind of thing to me ! . there is no such thing as i treat one friend better than another . onLy if you irritate / anNoy / make me hate you so much ! . so think twice before you start backstabBing or badmouth about me ! . peopLe do have their own preference . from everything . foOd -> cLothes -> coLors and even friends . so yeah . be mature abit seriousLy . think . think hard and think twice . why wouLd you feLt that way ? (".) . why wouLd you think that i wilL treat you difFerentLy ? (".)
i, myseLf can guaranteE that if you ever seE a difFerence in me or the way i act . it's you . you are the one who changed me ! . i'm not trying to put the bLame on others . but trueLy i onLy changed my attitude when the person did something bad / anNoys / irritates me ! . so think again . . . what have you done to me ? (".) . what's the bigGest nightmare you have given to me ? (".)
x signing ofF with broken heart x
Sunday, September 13, 2009
^ .. Kanmani's 2oth Birthday .. ^
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
" .. sprained ankLe . :/ .. "
" .. goOd day readers . (",) .. "
" .. new semester had started ! . yesterday on the 27th of JuLy to be exact . =) . baybeEzHing is entering her year two semester two . means i'm haLf way there aLready . i mean for my honour degreE . o.O . kinda long . right . loL .. "
" .. so what happened on the first day of uni ? (".) . yeap . first time baybeEzHing skipped cLasS in AusSie . back in TayLor's i do skipped some cLasSes before . but this time - yesterday was my first time skipping cLasS . unintentionalLy of course . i sprained my ankLe again ! . T_T . yeah . being the cLumsy me again . for your information . i aLways sprain my ankLe . lost the count aLready . yeah . thats how cLumsy i am when it comes to my ankLe .. "
" .. so . i sprained it the night before . thought it wouLd be okay the second morning . but toO bad . i woke up having difFicuLty to waLk and aLmost fainted due to the pain . so decided not to go to uni instead . luckiLy it happened on the first day . cause usualLy no lectures on the first day . just introduction to that particuLar courses .. "
" .. so yeah . my sprained ankLe got better today and i managed to waLk to uni to attend cLasSes today . =) . gLad that i finalLy can waLk properLy now . despite i have to waLk sLower . loL . and the most important thing is that i don't neEd to skip cLasS ! . honestLy . i feLt realLy realLy bad for skipping yesterday . :/ .. "
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
" .. one more weEk of winter break left . :( . and this weEk is aLready orientation weEk a.k.a O WeEk . beEn acCompanying JinYan to attend those orientation activities . feEL like i'm new here toO . loL . but basicalLy everything is the same as the ones i attended during end of February . =) . but nevertheLesS . they served goOd foOd . refreshments . *yums* .. "
" .. owhkays . so i was thought to be a first year student today when i attended the orientation to weLcome those students who are doing BioMedicaL Science . and we were asked to introduce ourseLf and taLked about the reason you picked BioMedicaL Science . most of the students answered that they wanted to do med after this . so yeah . basicalLy they are taking BioMedicaL Science as a stepping stone to Medicine huh ? (".) . and i gave some stup*d answer stating that i like research based course . loL . honestLy . up untiL today . i, myseLf stilL very unsure why am i doing this course . don't get me wrong . of course i know where i'm standing now . i like science but yeah . research ? (".) . SCIENTIST ? (".) . gosh . that realLy scares me aliL . err . nope . ALOT ! . i don't think i have the abiLity to create something new . seriousLy . never ever in my life that i think of myseLf being capabLe to create new drugs ? (".) . new methods ? (".) . aikz . i don't know where this course wilL lead me to . wilL definiteLy have to study reaL hard in order to not disappoint my parents and just hope for the best . *crosS finger* .. "
:: had lunch in PizZa CafFe in UQ . this is our aLphabet D pizZa . De Sica ::
:: this is pizZa O . i forgotten the fulLname . ("p) ::
" .. haha . that basicalLy has beEn bothered me for the whoLe day . but anyhows . i'm so deLighted that i finalLy managed to get the UQ's hoOdie that i've beEn wanting for so long ! . (",) . pictures coming up . me love that hoOdie so much aLthough it created a huge hoLe in my walLet . 81.9o AusSie dolLar . wtf . gotta start saving money now . :/ .. "
:: my new hoOdie . the University of QueEnsLand ::
:: baybeEzHing trying on her new hoOdie ::
:: me loving it ::
:: haha . camwhoring with the new hoOdie ::
