babYzHinG's DiarY

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

*** .. Spring .. ***

" .. it's Spring now . here in AusSieLand . =) . purpLe spring . i must say . you seE Jacaranda fLowers / treEs everywhere . my loves (",) because purpLe is my favourite coLour ! . *wink* .. "

fLowers outside my garden ? (".)

" .. exactLy one more month left before i can go back to MaLaysia ! . *excited* . but i have to go through an unpLeasant month before i can step back to where i beLong to . :/ . asSignments and finaLs are sure driving me insane . let's just pray hard that i'm stilL in shape the next time you seE me back in MaLaysia . ("p) .. "

- pretty ! -

" .. tons to update . seriousLy . but i'm toO lazy + not to mention . super busy to update . my 21st birthday bash . thats a must to update but guesS i'lL wait tilL i have the time to do so . toO many pictures to upLoad . loL .. "

" .. the happy 21 baybeEzHing . =) .. "

" .. more to come . stay tuned ! . ;-) .. "

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Saturday, October 17, 2009

* .. L.O.V.E .. *

" .. baybeEzHing found out there are 3 best pLaces to go for date in Brisbane . =) .. "

ferris wheEL in SouthBank

EagLe StreEt Pier

Mount CoOt-tha
" .. loL . just a random note . these pLaces remind me of L.O.V.E . (",) . wilL adD more if i found more pLaces . =) .. "

Posted at 10/17/2009 9:21:28 pm by (,") .. baYbeE zHing .. (",)
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Tuesday, October 06, 2009

): .. sick .. :(

" .. crap . baybeEzHing is sick again . *cough*cough*cough* . :( .. "
" .. omg . i can sense that busy weEks are coming ahead . lab reports and asSignments are piLing up ! . oh no . i'm procrastinating again . not a goOd thing . i know . but . . . but . . . but . . . lazinesS . :/ . and timetabLe for end of semester exams coming out on Friday . can't wait . i just hope that my last paper won't falL on the 21st of November . *pray hard* . wanNa end earLier than that . if posSibLe ! . =) .. "
" .. dadDy and mumMy are coming to BrisSie soOn ! . *can't wait* . :) . and i'm turning 21 soOn toO ! . toO bad i can't ceLebrate it back in MaLaysia ! . wished i can thou . :/ . probabLy i shalL ceLebrate again with my besties when i'm back to MaLaysia . hehe .. "
" .. *hmmmmmmMMMMMM* . wonders who wilL remember my birthday this year ? (".) . wilL i get tons of smses and mesSages ? (".) . *highLy doubt i wilL* . :/ . wilL ' the juDge ' remembers my birthday ? (".) . i highLy doubt so !! .. "
" .. haha . aLright . i have nothing to crap anymore . feeLs like as if i'm taLking to myseLf . seE . its a sign that i'm sLacking from asSignments and everything . not goOd not goOd . shalL regain my momentum tilL i'm back to where i beLong ! . ;-) .. "

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Saturday, October 03, 2009

x . dear diary . x

Dear Diary,
probabLy i shouLd start picking up the hobBy or habit to write in this diary of mine more often . seriousLy . recentLy i've just found out that me being moOdy and alL the whining about the probLems that have beEn bothering me wilL afFect the emotion of others . i didn't notice that previousLy thou . wtf ! . i aLways thought that i'm not like the others . i DON'T WANT to be like 'them' . they carried their probLems on their face which i personalLy disLike . i wouLdn't mind you wanNa show that you are sad or having troubLes . but acting as if the whoLe wide worLd did something wrong to you is a big NO NO for me . so yeah . probabLy expresSing myseLf here is a better aLternative to whining to friends around me . or probabLy i shouLd loOk for my friends back in MaLaysia where they wouLd not be afFected much by my emotion here . :/
so . . . what's have beEn bothering me much you may ask . welL . . . deEp thoughts about coming over to AusSie is one of the things . seriousLy . coming here realLy taught me aLot of thing . not like i'm not happy . just that the lesSon is crueL . like everyone has beEn trying realLy hard to telL me . LIFE IS CRUEL . so yeah . i do beLieve it now . peopLe around wearing a mask . showing their poker face . o.O . probabLy i won't deny that i do that toO . but yeah . knowing and seEing others are seriousLy making a huge impact in myseLf
i couLd not beLieve peopLe can backstabBed just because i treat other friends better than him / her . it's realLy heartbreaking when the person i'm taLking about was a person where you seriousLy think that he / she can be your goOd friend . why he / she has to do that ? (".) . out of jeaLousy ? (".) . or my attitude realLy bothers that person ? (".) . it is a very chiLdish and imMature act for that person to backstab just because of these f*cking reasons . peopLe who are trueLy my best friend wouLd not do these kind of thing to me ! . there is no such thing as i treat one friend better than another . onLy if you irritate / anNoy / make me hate you so much ! . so think twice before you start backstabBing or badmouth about me ! . peopLe do have their own preference . from everything . foOd -> cLothes -> coLors and even friends . so yeah . be mature abit seriousLy . think . think hard and think twice . why wouLd you feLt that way ? (".) . why wouLd you think that i wilL treat you difFerentLy ? (".)
i, myseLf can guaranteE that if you ever seE a difFerence in me or the way i act . it's you . you are the one who changed me ! . i'm not trying to put the bLame on others . but trueLy i onLy changed my attitude when the person did something bad / anNoys / irritates me ! . so think again . . . what have you done to me ? (".) . what's the bigGest nightmare you have given to me ? (".)
x signing ofF with broken heart x

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

^ .. Kanmani's 2oth Birthday .. ^

!! ~ Happy 2oth Birthday ~ !! to one of my housemates . KANMANI .. "

- Kanmani -
" .. may alL your wishes and dreams come true . (",) .. "

- the birthday girL -

" .. the TayLor's gang had gathering again to ceLebrate Kanmani's birthday @ a Turkish restaurant in South Bank named Mado . if i'm not wrong . ("p) . we left home around 8.3o pm after dinNer @ home . reached there around 9.3o pm . went there to have desSert . =) .. "

- baybeEzHing -> XingTing & JinYan @ home -

- baybeEzHing & HanSiean in the dining area -

- Stephanie & baybeEzHing @ the main doOr -

- MeLisSa -> XingTing & zHing @ CityCat . on the way to South Bank -
" .. aLot of taking pictures moment . we pLayed some poLice and kilLer thingy there . RadhzLan was late . but KhairuL was even later . loL . the shop waited for alL of us to left and so they can cLose the shop . super late when we left . *oppsie* . haha . but whiLe we were pLaying haLfway . we saw something happened outside the shop . fight probabLy . not sure . i reaLised AusSie is a super "happening" pLace . as in not happening in terms of goOd stufFs . but reaL bad . fights . weird peopLe . o.O . super scarieeeeeeEEEEEE . imagine . what if you are waLking aLone ? (".) . o.O .. "

- baybeEzHing in the Turkish restaurant -

- baybeEzHing & Stephanie -

- haLf of the gang who went . cLockwise : Hafiza -> Syahirah -> Athirah -> ELisabeth -> NajaA -> SherLyn -> HanSiean -> YunKit & JinYan -

- XingTing & baybeEzHing . bLack and white efFect . i like . =) -

- the housemates except JinYan & HanSiean . haha -

- ZhiHao -> XingTing & baybeEzHing -

- YunKit . the other photographer . ("p) -

- group photo -

- some desSert pLatter -

- ELisabeth -> NajaA -> baybeEzHing -
" .. so we reached home around 12.45 midnight . RadhzLan & KhairuL dropped by and MeLisSa started teaching us how to pLay gimrami using poker cards . my first time pLaying gimrami with poker cards . hehe . and it's very long since i last pLayed gimrami . the last time was in HuiLing's friend house which was like few years back ? (".) . 2 years ? (".) . *hmM* . fun . i love gimrami . it's like mahjong aLso . just that it's with numbers . haha . not long later . *pufF* . eLectricity gone . whoa . first time in AusSie i experienced bLackout @ home . i seriousLy thought it won't happen here in AusSie . loL . but now proves that i'm wrong . *haha* .. "
" .. ended up both of the guys stayed over @ the living roOm and JinYan sLept over toO . sLeEping in betweEn MeLisSa and i . she cLaimed that she feLt warmer that night . haha . =) .. "

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

" .. sprained ankLe . :/ .. "

" .. goOd day readers . (",) .. "
" .. new semester had started ! . yesterday on the 27th of JuLy to be exact . =) . baybeEzHing is entering her year two semester two . means i'm haLf way there aLready . i mean for my honour degreE . o.O . kinda long . right . loL .. "
" .. so what happened on the first day of uni ? (".) . yeap . first time baybeEzHing skipped cLasS in AusSie . back in TayLor's i do skipped some cLasSes before . but this time - yesterday was my first time skipping cLasS . unintentionalLy of course . i sprained my ankLe again ! . T_T . yeah . being the cLumsy me again . for your information . i aLways sprain my ankLe . lost the count aLready . yeah . thats how cLumsy i am when it comes to my ankLe .. "
" .. so . i sprained it the night before . thought it wouLd be okay the second morning . but toO bad . i woke up having difFicuLty to waLk and aLmost fainted due to the pain . so decided not to go to uni instead . luckiLy it happened on the first day . cause usualLy no lectures on the first day . just introduction to that particuLar courses .. "
" .. so yeah . my sprained ankLe got better today and i managed to waLk to uni to attend cLasSes today . =) . gLad that i finalLy can waLk properLy now . despite i have to waLk sLower . loL . and the most important thing is that i don't neEd to skip cLasS ! . honestLy . i feLt realLy realLy bad for skipping yesterday . :/ .. "

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

% .. new hoOdie .. %

" .. one more weEk of winter break left . :( . and this weEk is aLready orientation weEk a.k.a O WeEk . beEn acCompanying JinYan to attend those orientation activities . feEL like i'm new here toO . loL . but basicalLy everything is the same as the ones i attended during end of February . =) . but nevertheLesS . they served goOd foOd . refreshments . *yums* .. "
" .. owhkays . so i was thought to be a first year student today when i attended the orientation to weLcome those students who are doing BioMedicaL Science . and we were asked to introduce ourseLf and taLked about the reason you picked BioMedicaL Science . most of the students answered that they wanted to do med after this . so yeah . basicalLy they are taking BioMedicaL Science as a stepping stone to Medicine huh ? (".) . and i gave some stup*d answer stating that i like research based course . loL . honestLy . up untiL today . i, myseLf stilL very unsure why am i doing this course . don't get me wrong . of course i know where i'm standing now . i like science but yeah . research ? (".) . SCIENTIST ? (".) . gosh . that realLy scares me aliL . err . nope . ALOT ! . i don't think i have the abiLity to create something new . seriousLy . never ever in my life that i think of myseLf being capabLe to create new drugs ? (".) . new methods ? (".) . aikz . i don't know where this course wilL lead me to . wilL definiteLy have to study reaL hard in order to not disappoint my parents and just hope for the best . *crosS finger* .. "

:: had lunch in PizZa CafFe in UQ . this is our aLphabet D pizZa . De Sica ::

:: this is pizZa O . i forgotten the fulLname . ("p) ::
" .. haha . that basicalLy has beEn bothered me for the whoLe day . but anyhows . i'm so deLighted that i finalLy managed to get the UQ's hoOdie that i've beEn wanting for so long ! . (",) . pictures coming up . me love that hoOdie so much aLthough it created a huge hoLe in my walLet . 81.9o AusSie dolLar . wtf . gotta start saving money now . :/ .. "

:: my new hoOdie . the University of QueEnsLand ::

:: baybeEzHing trying on her new hoOdie ::

:: me loving it ::

:: haha . camwhoring with the new hoOdie ::

Posted at 7/22/2009 4:42:45 pm by (,") .. baYbeE zHing .. (",)
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Monday, July 13, 2009

(,") .. dedication .. (",)

" .. i wanNa dedicate this post to one of my best friends in the worLd ! . (,") .. BEE CHENG WEI .. (",)

.. Cheng Wei love & baybeEzHing ..
!! ~ Happy 21st Birthday love ~ !! . may alL your wishes and dreams come true . (",) .. "
" .. eyerr . i'm so sad that i misSed your birthday party . i realLy realLy realLy wanNa be there to ceLebrate this big day with you love ! . *hugs* . wait for me to come back . we shalL ceLebrate our big 21st birthday together again despite it's late for months ! . ("p) . misS you loads toO . wait for me to come back ! . (",) .. "
[ p/s: CherWei . if you saw this post . telL your sis about it . hehe . and i misS you toO . Cher . shalL repLy you as soOn as posSibLe ]

Posted at 7/13/2009 9:24:51 pm by (,") .. baYbeE zHing .. (",)
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% .. UQ -> SunNybank -> SouthBank .. %

" .. was supposed to wake up earLier to go to uni with JinYan to attend some activities for new students . but toO bad . i switched ofF my aLarm and went back to sLeEp untiL JinYan calLed and there she was . outside my house . so she just dropped by to print some stufFs and attended the programMe with WeiYeE .. "
" .. i then went over to uni around lunch time to loOk for YunKit first . he went there earLier to hand in the appLication form and esSay for schoLarship . guesS where was he hanging out whiLe waiting for JinYan and i ? (".) . on the fieLd beside UQ lake . loL .. "

-= this is where YunKit sat with his laptop waiting for us . =) . nice . right ? (".) =-

-= the view in front of me =-

-= the view on my right . hmM . can't remember what buiLding it is =-

-= how can baybeEzHing not camwhore in such a peacefuL and quiet pLace ? (".) . haha =-

-= the bLue bLue cLoudLesS sky =-
" .. not long later . we went over to PizZa CafFe to loOk for JinYan and we decided to go expLore SunNyBank . since none of us beEn there before . pLus to bring JinYan jaLan-jaLan . hehe . =) .. "

-= SunNyBank =-
" .. SunNyBank is more like a Asian pLace . with loads of Korean, Japanese, Taiwanese, HongKong and even MaLaysia and etc stufFs there . its like ChinaTown to me . but with more varieties . i seE simiLar shops here like Korean bBQ, KimGary, 'tongshui shop' and many more like those back in MaLaysia . can satisfy cravings for foOd back in MaLaysia . loL . =) .. "

dinNer @ littLe HongKong

-= beEf brisket noOdLe soup =-

-= baybeEzHing with her noOdLe soup . *yumMy* =-

-= *quak*quak* duck rice . loL =-

-= JinYan with her duck rice =-

-= er . i don't know how to transLate but it's something like fried kuey teow with beEf =-

-= YunKit was thinking how come his portion is aLways smalLer than ours . loL . continuousLy for a few meaLs . ("p) =-

-= baybeEzHing -> JinYan -> YunKit waiting @ SunNyBank bus stop to get to SouthBank . =) =-
sightseEing @ SouthBank

" .. o.O . the ferris wheEL changed coLour aLready ! O.o .. "

-= my favourite coLour . PURPLE ! . (",) =-

-= something that i adore loads ! . =) =-

-= i wanNa go for a ride . one day one day . ;-) =-

-= i wanNa take this with 'thejuDge . =) =-

-= the threE of us . baybeEzHing -> YunKit -> JinYan . =) =-

-= city view . pretty ? (".) =-

-= JinYan & baybeEzHing on CityCat =-

-= YunKit -> JinYan -> baybeEzHing . on our way home . =) =-

Posted at 7/13/2009 3:40:26 pm by (,") .. baYbeE zHing .. (",)
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Sunday, July 12, 2009

% .. Transformers: Revenge of The FalLen .. %

" .. goOd day .. "

< .. baybeEzHing .. >
" .. beEn wanting to watch Transformers: Revenge of the FalLen for so long . since before my finaL exams . which was like 3 weEks ago or so . i know la . damn outdated me . :S . loL . but what to do . was stresSed out due to exams and obviousLy none of my friends want to watch during that intense period . right ? (".) .. "

< .. image from goOgLe = Transformers: Revenge of the FalLen .. >
" .. before watching it . quite a number of my friends toLd me it wasn't realLy a goOd movie . dragGy . bLah bLah bLah . but being me . i realLy don't care about others movie comMent sometimes and i just wanNa go watch it myseLf and juDge for it later . =) .. "

< .. outfit for the day . =) .. >
" .. went to IndoOroOpilLy's cinema again and this time got the CINEBUZZ card to colLect points edi . yay . freE movie tickets . soOn . ("p) . shouLd have register for it earLier since i've watched a few movies previousLy . :S .. "
" .. after movie then we met up with JinYan for late lunch then did some househoLd / grocery shopping . and this is practicalLy how we spent our day . another day gone . hoLidays are coming to an end . :( .. "
" .. baybeEzHing's opinion on Transformers ? (".) . i find it as goOd as the first ones . not realLy that dragGy wert . even my brother agreEs with me . ("p) . surprisingLy . my parents went with him . loL . rare ocCasion . and MeganFox is realLy hot thou . who cares she's transexuaL or not . *hmM* .. "

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